Doctor, To be Or Not To Be?

“Berubatlah wahai hamba-hamba Allah, sesungguhnya Allah tidak meletakkan penyakit, melainkan meletakkan untuknya ubat, kecuali satu penyakit, iaitu tua” (Riwayat Ahmad, Abu Daud, al-Tirmizi dan Ibn Majah).

“Bagi setiap penyakit ada ubatnya. Apabila betul ubatnya, maka sembuhlah dengan izin Allah.” (Riwayat Muslim).

"Adik, mahu sambung belajar apa?"

"Perubatan!" jawab pelajar cemerlang tnpe ragu2.

Rata-rata dak lepasan spm or pre-u yg dpt keputusan cemerlang mesti nak smbung medic.Kalau bukan medic pon dentistry, pharmacy x pon engineering. Pusing2 tnye orang lain ke situ gak jawapan yg diberi. Memang mentaliti org kite ni mcm nie ke? memang ni je eh kerjaya yg ada kat dunia ni?. 

Jikalau kau menerjah sesuatu kerjaya with passion, Insya-Allah all is well. Tapi, kalau kau tersalah pilih kerjaya solely based on status , money or "first impression", hurmm...tak tau ckp ape. Nanti mnyesal kemudian hari. Memandang kan topic kali ni hnye bertumpu pada medic, Why medic? Sebab course ni critical. Perlu dipilih dgn bijak namun bnyk student straight sambung medic tnpe pikir panjang and then mnyesal tak ke sudah.

Of course. A common question from the other people is that: why must doctor? Mostly akn bgi jwpn begini :

1. Job Secured: oh, ye eh?..nnti dah grad tmpt kerja confirm kt hospital?.At least dah secure tmpt bekerja, x perlu nak cri tmpt lain? Sekarang ni org kata doktor dah ramai. Haha! Those are just lies. Proportion doctor to population still not enough because the number of health centre is still insufficient. Gov must take further action to consider matter. Insya-Allah, kalau ade rezeki boleh la dpt kerja. tapi, kerjaya lain xde masa depan ke? Scientist, Dietician, tu not on demand ke?
2. Parents' Hope : yg ni aku tak berapa setuju. Tapi kite mane boleh kawal pemikiran org kan? But at least we must try to tighten any loose screw in our mentality. Aku x berapa gemar parent yg trlampau control anak2, smpai ade anak2 tu terhalang utk buat ape yg dye minat.Yelahkan, having a child doing medicine is a PROUD u know. Memanglah parents know the best. But parents supposesdly show the BEST guidance to their children. Not by screwing them by setting up their path. Ade tu parent sanggup buat loan semata2 nak anak pursue medic.Ade tu sanggup keluarkan ribuan ringgit utk hantar anak keluar negara sebab anak tak lepas buat medic dlm negara due to certain circumtances.Masalahnya anak melayu kite ni "narrow-minded" skit. Kobar eh , anak yg soleh anak yg mendengar kata .Hati mahu smbung engineering, parent soh buat medic. terpaksalah akur. Cubelah voice out skit based on our true passion. Ramai je org yg drop out in the middle of course due to this matter.Apa-apa pun, istikharah jgn lupe~
3. Bombastic salary! : Yeah it is right .You will have a "long-term finance" if you had become a doctor. But, is the doctor is the richest person on earth?. Exactly not. Businessman is better .No matter what, you must have strong fundamental with good intention to become a doctor. Believe me, there are a lot of ways to gain wealth. Many other job will bring you the better life. Just believe Allah will give you enough "rezeki" in this world.
4. To help people : Maybe this kind of answer might help to understand more about this career. Though narrow-minded people might think there are other ways to help people like joining any non-government association or mercy. But helping people in their health matters is not just go there and help them. It requires high level of knowledge and proper training. A doctor must remember that this career is not just helping people blindly. You need to grasp the true meaning feeling of sympathy, empathy and other qualities that you will learn, if you are willing to continue in this field.
5. I love Science! : Indeed, if you are following your passion, you are on the right path. However, you need to realise that learning theories and practical session with such proper reasoning are such different 'world' . Are you ready for that? Loving Science is not a fault. It might be haywire if you can't find what you like the most, specifically in what course. Furthermore, you must realise that what you learn in school or any college is far beyond your imagination. All you need to prepare whatever outcomes awaits you in the future. Excellent or devastation?                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          

       Hehehehehhe, aku dulu kecik2 berazam sungguh nak jadi doktor, sebab nampak glam kan. Well, Bruno Mars sendiri dah ckp dlm lyric lgu dye, " Too Young Too Dumb to Realise ". Now aku realise. Aku bersyukur kerana aku tak dipilih utk fly awal . Alhamdulillah. Banyak hikmahnya. Antaranya, Aku sendiri dpt lihat bahawa kli ni aku bnyk peluang utk merapatkn silaturahim sesama keluarga dan kawan2. Selain itu, aku berpeluang utk menyedari hakikat kehidupan seorang doktor. Enrolling a medicine in the UK is one of the most hardest thing to achieve except when it comes to " rezeki". I had plenty of time having attachments with doctors. From them, i got to hear some wise wors from them and get the insight what it is like to become a doctor. Honest said, it is not easy. I try resist from this field but my heart seems not to be parallel with me this time. The most effectious advice to me is that, you really must have strong desire to be a doctor. never give up in the middle of the road. Mostly doctor2 tu grad mesia je kowt. Aha!. Here  are the list of ranking based on the suggestion by most doctors.                       1. UNITED KINGDOM/IRELAND      2. AUSTRALIA         3.  INDIA        4. MALAYSIA / JORDAN             5. INDONISEA  6. EGYPT   7. RUSSIA/ UKRAINE.                                                     

It is weird right, where USA?. System in USA are far deviates from our system.That's why most sponsorship or parents didnt send their children there although USA has better reputation.People might say, rank doesnt matters. Yeah it matters!. It determine how well you will be trained and how far you will go in the next stages of this field especially during housemanship. i'm not downgrading graduates from russia or egypt, but it is the truth. It were said by the doctors themselves based on their own experiences and attachments. They have their reasons on their own. Every places has their own speciality like graduates from middle east were said to have the best ATTITUDE. So, we must look upon each other weaknesess and strength. If you really want to do medicine in spite moderate education background, the doctors said Local Uni is enough. Some unis are worldwide recognised especially UM and USM. In the end, all the graduates  regardless the countries, they will start from scratch when doing housemanship. However, those who came from high rank are the most appealing. In spite other factors, this is not the reason you have to stop where you had already started. No matter where you came from, you just give your best and let Allah do the rest. Who knows how high you achieve in the future ,right? Ganbatte! 

Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui. (Surah al-Baqara: 216)

 Think Wisely before You Go Deeply. Thank YOU.

Subuh Gajah

Apa beza peminum arak dan orang yang tidak bangun Subuh?

" Satu peminum kencing Syaitan . Satu lagi yang dikencing oleh Syaitan"

Zaman sekarang ni, agak2 berapa percent umat nabi yg masih bangun solat Subuh?

Tidak terkata banyaknya. Kalau tekan kalkulator boleh jdi "Math Error". Nak derive formula pon payah. Aku sendiri kalau join program sekolah atau aktiviti luar yg bermalam. Rata2 payah bebenor nak bangun Subuh. Kalau terlepas Subuh tu takpe lagi. Ni kalau org yg dikejutkan, dah buka mata pon still x berupaya nk bngun ambik wudhu. Belum lagi org yg dikejutkan untuk solat Subuh, habis kena marah. Tu toksah citer la. Tak lupa jugak spesies yang dah bangun gne alarm.  Tutup alarm smbung tido.( kengkadang aku spesis begini)..kihkihkihkih. 

Orang yg dah sedar, tapi tidur blik. Bile bangun dah miss subuh. Ha..yg ni sudah tertulis dekat kitab amalan kite. belah mane? tekalah sendiri. Bile dah Qada' tu jgn lupa buat solat sunat taubat. Buat yg x sedar langsung, maybe letih sngt ke smpai ter'miss' subuh tu boleh dipertimbangkan. Ingat, Allah tu Maha Pemaaf. But dont take this for granted. Cuba ikhtiar bangun seawal mungkin. Abu Hurairah r.a. meriwayatkan bahawa Rasulullah pernah terlewat bangun Subuh selepas peperangan Khaibar. Sejurus selepas Baginda sedar, Baginda terus mengqada solat subuh yg tertinggal.Selepas selesai solat, baginda bersabda:

" Sesiapa yang melupai solat, hendaklah dia menunaikannya apabila teringat.Sesungguhnya Allah berfirman: Sesungguhnya Akulah Allah, Tiada Tuhan melainkan Aku. Oleh itu, sembahlah Aku dan dirikanlah solat untuk mengingati-Ku"    riwayat Ibnu Majah

Sekarang ni dah advance, memasing busy dgn hal memasing. Smpai "terlupa' nak kejutkan bangun kawan lain solat especially subuh. Dari dulu aku dok perati je org yg memilih bila nak ajak kawan bngun solat or beribadah. Macam kwn lain tu xde hidayah dah utk beribadah. Dek, nak masuk syurga mne boleh sorang2. Life must care for each other. Not specific to other. Mmg ni hakikat zmn sekarang, manusia either malu or takut nak ingat bnde wajib especially when it comes to pray.Apa-apa pun, we must not turn off the lights that appeared in our life. Life must go on. Let us try to change the past.

Hanya sekadar hiasan

Org melayu kite suke bebenor kaitkan dgn subuh gajah kalau ter'miss' subuh. Why gajah? apa salah gajah? 

Menurut kajian, gajah tidur dalam lingkungan 4-6 jam sehari dan bngun pada awal pagi. Samalah jugak mcm ayam, normallly ayam akan berkokok bila masuk waktu subuh. See.

Binatang semangat bangun awal. Kite?

A point to ponder~

Pelik, Gajah bngun awal, apasal bngun lmbat dikaitkan dgn gajah?. Cari la jawapan sendiri.

What happen kalau hari tersebut kite ter'miss' Subuh?

ade tu dgn penuh rasa pnyesalan mahu bertaubat.Habis sehari hati rasa x tenang even dah qada'. Ade tu x rasa apa2, normal je.Ha, kite tergolong dlm kumpulan yg mne satu ye? tepuk dada tanya Iman. 

Rasululah pernah bersabda;

" Syaitan melilit seorang drpd kamu sbnyk 3 lilitan ketika tidur. Dengan stiap lilitan, syaitan membisikkan, " nikmatilah malam yg pnjang ini. Apabila dia bngun lalu mengingati Allah, maka terlepas lillitan pertama. Apabila dia berwudhuk, maka terlepaslah lilitan kedua. Apabila ia solat, lepaslah lilitan ketiga, sehingga dia bersemangat. Tetapi jika tidak, dia akan mnjadi lembab dan pemalas."

 Asif jika ada kekhilafan.Syukran, jazilan kerana membaca.~

Travelog Asia

"Dialah yang menjadikan bumi untuk kamu yang mudah dijelajahi, maka jelajahilah di segala penjurunya dan makanlah sebahagian daripada rezeki-Nya. Dan hanya kepada-Nya-lah kamu (kembali setelah) dibangkitkan " , Surah Al-Mulk : 15

Buat pertama kalinya, aq melancong ke negara orang tnpa diiringi oleh guru ataupun keluarga. Hanya bersama seorang sahabat yg aq sayang sekali sejak sekolah lagi.

Kisahnya begini, mula2 aq ke Matta Fair, matta fair tiap2 tahun ada. Every March and September. So, aq tak nak lepaskn peluang aq pergi la Matta Fair seorang diri pada hari Sabtu, 5 September. Sudah menjadi kebiasaanku brjalan seorang dir kota metropolitan keyel ni. Kalau ajak kawan lain, mcm2 alasan yg diberi. Takpe, mmg prinsip aq tak suka kacau jadual org sprtimana aq bnci org suke bother masa aku. So, I must respect the others.

Balik citer Matta fair. Selalunya Matta fair ni buat kat PWTC. Hurm…pwtc dah mcm tempat berak aq kowt sbb selalu aq pergi atas asbab trtntu mcm Pesta Buku, Year End Sale gitu. Asalnye, datang matta fair ni nk cuci mata je. Nak tengok2 tmpt2 best kt dunia. Travelling ni dah mcm part of my soul. Ada org obsess dgn gadgetnya. Ada org Obses dgn keretanya. Tak semua org sama. Ish, melalut lagi….

Okeh, dok jalan2, tetibe tertawar hati dgn 2 pakej ni, Buy 1 Free 1 for Cruise or pakej termurah ke Bali. Sudah semestinya parent aq x bagi kalau melancong sorang2. Jadi aq pulanglah ke pangkuan asal ku menetap. Susah nak cari kawan travelling. Masing2 dengan alasan Exam, takde duit bagai. Takpe, aq memahaminye. At last, jumpe gak kwn sekepala dgn aq.Alasanya, mahu melihat negara org. Kalau aq ajak ke mana-mana mostly dye akn teman. Kawan sebegini yg aku cari.

Hai Matta fair, buat kali kedua aq jejakkn kaki ke lautan manusia sbgini. Takpe , aku paham, semua org nk melancong dgn kadar yg murah. Aku ni jenis x suke melencong mmbazirkn waktu. So I straight to booth Abbey Travel. Syarikat travel Indonesia agaknye. Sebab bnyk gak pakej ke negara tersebut. Sudah semestinya soalan yg tnye, “ Is this hotel available for Muslim?”  “ Yes of course,” titah beliau. Aku bertambah yakin setelah melihat salah seorang pekerjanya brhijab. So, after tiny discussion, aku proceed dgn pmbayaran sebanyak RM 108 sekepala. Pakej termasuk transport hotel-airport pergi balik, breakfast, kemudahan bilik dan 3 tmpt ziarah: Pandawa Beach, GWK culture park dan Kuta Discovery Shopping Mall.

Ground arrangement dah setel, masalah sekarang transportation plak. I was so unlucky bcoz I chose my vacation during Embargo period. So, melepas la diskaun AirAsia kt Matta fair.  Rata-rata aku cari, mmg airasia pling murah. Satu pengajaran aq belajar, kalau nk melancong kasi planning 4-5 bulan awal. Kengkadang tiket boleh dpt separuh dri harga asal.  Aq pnye flight total pergi blik lebih kurang RM 510 termsuk charge airport klia and airport sne. Kalau aku book awal2 kn senang. 

Namun, hati kena redha. Elakkan gne perkataan “ kalau2” ni, buka pintu kepada syaiton!...Lewls.. So, alhamdulillah sume settle. Tinggal bersabar tunggu hari kejadian dan sebelum tu, tukarlah duit dulu! Sebanyak RM 500 aq tebus untuk dapat 1,600,400 rupiah. Hambek kau, millionare siak aq. Fuh, hati kena sabar, berjuta duit kite boleh kumpul, sama la jugak dgn bnyknya dosa yg kite kumpul. Aha! sentap tak?...hahahah…kerja2 menyentap ni bukan hal aq. Tak minat.

Kakak aku pesan, sblm merantau tmpt org, buat la research skit. Indeed, mmg betul pown. I learn a lot from bloggers.Antaranya aq tau, mcm mne nk cri kedai halal. Tour mne pling murah. Ha, sblm aq citer storyline Bali, nk bgitau awal. Bali agk costlty skit sbb most rate dlm USD sbb bnyk omputeh jnjalan kt sni. Bagi diorang, murah kowt! Klo nmpak bikinis or boardwalks, normal la tuh. Hanya mampu menundukkan pandangan.

  DENGAN LAFAS BISMILLAH, AKU MENJELAJAH~

12 Disember 2015. Jam 9:30 Depart, safely arrived at 12: 30pm at Denpasar Airport.Alhamdulillah.

Keluar kt area arrival dah nmpak sepanduk tulis namo den. Apo lagi, banggo skit. Hahaahha. Pastu kitorang naik van mewah ke hotel Maxone, Bukit Jimbaran. Lebih kurang 15 menit dri airport. Smpai hotel, apa lagi, check in la. Klo kt hotel ni, depositnya IDR 200,000. Bila nak balik tnpe kecacatan pada bilik, dipulangnya duit itu. Masuk bilik, wahhhh, berbaloi la dgn yg dibayar. Bukan indah khabar dari rupa. Ingat dek, jalan-jalan gak, solat jgn lupa. Disebabkn ade rukhsah, jamak qasar la ! tepat jam 3 petang, kitorang  naik van shuttle ke pandawa beach. Prjalanan dri hotel lebih kurang 15 menit gak. SO, dapat la menikmati pemandangan kota Bali.Mostly, native people sini Buddha orangnya, so dah boleh expect seni bina bangunannya. Balik kpd citer Pandawa. Okeh kat sini, nak msuk kne bayar IDR 10,000 sekepala.  Sewa khemah yg ade dua beach chairs dlm IDR 50,000. Pastu kitorang main kayak. Kat sini x rmai yg mandi, sbb agak kasar sikit pasir dye. Tapi kt certain area pasir dye haluih jo. Main kayak untuk dua org IDR 50,000. Dah puas ber’Beach’ activites, blik khemah, dan2 ade anjng dok menumpang. Aiya ~Kt sini anjing mmg bersepah. Tahi anjing pon ade, jalan tu hati2 skit. Alah toksah risau, kt mne2 msti ade cabaran. Itu baru nme nya kehidupan. Sometimes we have to move out from our comfort zone and face a new thing. Rite? Then, blik hotel rehat. Tak keluar makan memane pon, makan maggi in the cup je. Alkmaklumlah, travel budget, selera pown kne budget la…kihkih.

HAPPINESS ROOM MAXONE

PANDAWA BEACH.

13 Disember 2015.

Pagi kitorang sarapan. Even though aq ingat restoran dye halal as mentioned, tpi aq kembali ragu2 sbb bnyk sangat mat salleh or org Buddha mkn. Bape ketul org muslim makan kat situ, indonesian muslim agaknye.Aq tnye pekerja Buddha dye, dye kata boleh. Once my Indonesian muslim said to me, in that case, just ask the waiter kt situ. Sebabnye jarang jbtn islam sne isu sijil halal. Tpi aq still syubhah. Kne beringat jugak, islam itu mudah dan indah. Bukannya aku x makan langsung. Macam salad, buah , air the, air buah, telur, kentang aku makanlah. Tak kan tu pown nk ragu2. Kalau tak, sumpah aq mati kelaparan. Btw, kt Bali susah gak la nk cri restoran halal. Just be prepared.  Program hari ni, watersport activites kt Tanjong Benoa. Sini mmg pemes dgn watersport. Bnyk pakej murah. Kitorang pilih pakej B yakni 35 USD sekepala. Lebih kurang IDR440,000. Harga termasuk return hotel, lunch, turtle island, snorkeling and parasailing. Malangnye kitorang xde rezeki sbb factor cuaca, x dapek nak parasailing, tukar ngn donut. Ala2 mcm Banana boat. Still wort it. Tpi  parasailing tu lagi best. Dapat terbang.~ Sblum kitang blik, lunch dulu. Makan nasi goreng ngn telur mata plus mineral water. Pastu, blik. Ponek tido jap. Petang skit, mndi pool la. Hotel ni ade infiniti pool, syok ah layan scenery. Malam tu, kitorang mkn luar. Nseb bek ado 1 kedai halal. Aq makan Nasi Pecel ngn kopi susu total IDR 13,000. Klo convert sumpah murah. Blik bilik tidur.zzzzzzzz dibuai mimpi. Nasib tak basah katil hotel. Kalau tak aniaya housekeeping...hihihihihihi

waterbom, Bali

14 Disember, Isnin 2015

Pagi tu breakfast mcm bese pstu kitorang checkout awal sikit dlm 9:00. Supposedly checkout pkul 12 pstu dye hntar ke airport. Tpi, x nak aq dok airport melangok 6-7 jam sbb flight kitorang mlm. So kitorang arrange kitorang pnye schedule,mintak org tu drop dkt Kuta discovery Mall. Pastu kite ke Waterbom Bali!...Tiket masuk lebih kurang IDR 490,000. Locker dlm IDR25,000 tapi macam bagasi tu dye boleh simpankan, Percuma!Dah settle segala persiapan, kita Enjoy!.  Kat Malaysia xde surfing school. Rate dye x termsuk dlm tiket, so aq tmbah dlm IDR 125,000 for 30 minutes . Sumpah worth it. You got to learn something new, tpi sakit sikit la. As  the saying goes, No pain no gain. Ceh, mcm budak2 Bar plak. Just nak bgitau, waterpark sni top 5 in the world. No. satu kt Asia. Well, I been there. Dalam dua petang, kitorang dah puas mndi, kitorang proceed ke mall. Haruslah shopping, bli souvy. Tapi budget tinggal sikit. Barang pon dpt beli sikit la. Takpe, the experiences were priceless. So dri sne naik ke airport naik lah taksi, caj dye agak mahal la, tak tau la dye tipu kitorang ke tidak, dlm IDR 100,000 gitu. Bila smpai airport dlm 4:30 petang, cri la surau, pusing pnye pusing rpenye kt dlm immegresen. Kasi setel itu procedure bagai, baru dpt solat ngn tenang. Kat sne, pkul 6 dah gelap dah. Flight kitorang dlm 7: 45. Sempat lah finished the unfinished business. Ha!...jgn lupe simpan duit utk airprt tax, lebih kurang IDR 150,000 buat spe yg check in kat sne. Maka, kami pon melepasi boarding gate dan berlepas. Alhamdulillah, selamat smpai lebih kurang 11 lebih. Perjalanan makan masa tiga jam gitu. Tamat lah sudah episode kli ni.

Nantikan coretan yg akan datang. Terima kasih kerna bisa membaca.